hi guys.  whats up.  have been a bit busy lately.  looking for a new job because rite aid is really starting to piss me off.  i quite working at the bookstore so i could work full time at rite aid and now they tell me they cant afford it.  i am moving in with anthony next month.  if i have the money to or not.  dont really have anything else to udate.  no drama-thank god.  so yeah.  talk to ya all later

-kb

well hello there people.  whats up.  damn i havent been on here in a long ass time.  been a bit busy with some dumb ass shit that has just been stressing me out like crazy.  well i thought i would get on here and update everyone.  not much has happened since my last post.  by now everyone knows that ant moved into his apartment.  he and i are doing just fine, as usual.  four months and i love him more and more each day.  my job search is not going well at all.  i did manage to find a job, but i have turned it down due to the fact that i would have to relocate to arizona and that means i'd be living with my dad.  thats just not an option at the moment.  if i dont find something here soon i just might be moving down there long enough to make some money.  my brother and sister are coming back in two weeks with two extra people, my grandma and my aunt.  so for a week i will be either sleeping at ants or on the couch, fun stuff.  so yeah, thats pretty much everything.  now im off to meet jon and ant at the nugget.  laters.

-k

so i have this thing i have been hiding from alot of people.  mostly from the one i love.  i dont know how to go about telling him.  its kinda a big thing.  i didnt do anything wrong or anything, but i think if i go through with this thing it will be the end of us and i dont want to do that.  ant is the best thing that has ever happened to me.  but i am going nowhere and if i do this i think i will finally get my act together.  i guess the only thing i can do is talk to him and then go from there.  when i make a decision you will all know about it.  and i want to apologize for my being a bit distant lately.  i dont mean to piss anyone off---if i did.  i've just been trying to sort out a few things that have been getting to me.  so yeah--sorry.  late

so i havent updated in a while. not much to update everyone on.  ant and i are still happy as can be.  im still a loser with no job.  i have started working out again.  every morning and every night.  i am going to quit smoking.  my birthday is the last day.  the first day i started working out i ran for like two minutes and couldnt breathe.  its absolutely ridiculous.  my phone is on again.  but when my sister leaves for cali here in about two weeks i will be without a phone yet again.  so yeah thats about all here.  laters

-kb